Candice.Natalie

love me no more

2009-11-29T23:57:00.004+08:00

For my loved ones,

I'm so sorry, I always disappoint you guys.

Could you all just stop loving me?

So I would hurt you no more.

But God said, "My silly girl, I still love you no matter what!"

rainbow after a heavy rain

2009-11-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

I gotta get up and get dressed up.

phil pringle

2009-03-29T23:59:00.014+08:00

I woke up at freaking 6pm. I hate waking up at such hour, I literally missed out everything of the day. So this sunday was plain boring, just with plentiful of sleeps.

"We have won the race, ever since we are born!"
We got to be positive, no one is born useless.
Among the millions we won the race=)

From Pst Phil's blog, it's inspiring and I love this best!

PS: Anyway count me blessed as he's gonna start off SOT!

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2009-06-21T23:20:00.007+08:00

Every weekday, I will take at least an hour from home to school. You know train ride is so boring, how I wish I could have something better to do, like surf the net on the go?

Now, check this out:

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love. enjoy. cherish.

2009-11-07T04:27:00.002+08:00

I don't know why recently I am being reminded of the deaths of someones whom are close to me. What took place a decade ago went through all over again as if it was yesterday. A death that's by the bedside but no idea when and a sudden death that no one would expect to be so near. I was only 7 & 8 then.

No one would wanna get there, but sometimes have to accept it. It's a life cycle, but you choose your life, whether to live it to the fullest or otherwise. Cherish is the word to this reminder. As each day is coming to an end, would you decide your day as you are a day closer to the deathbed, or think that you had spent your day well and thank God that you are alive?

I would thank God for today and what's happening. I would want to complete my daily to-do-list. I would want to hug my loved ones and forgive those who had hurt me once. I would want to love and love like God will do.

(via audreyhepburncomplex)

wish you were here

2009-11-05T21:50:00.003+08:00

my bestest friend, how are you doing? hope you are doing well. wish you were here. you make me feel confident again when I feel so worst. you make me feel I am worth when I feel useless. you advice me when I don't know what to do. you never fail to care for me when I need it the most. I miss you and I'm glad that you know.

(via audreyhepburncomplex)

spree madness

2009-10-26T02:31:00.001+08:00

I couldn't imagine myself stressing up my eyes for almost 12 hours, fashiontv-ing, facebook-ing, online shopping, googl-ing, youtub-ing, blogging, reading and blog-hopping. Now now, I only left with 5 hours of sleeps and OGBM!

Look at my plans, and how I progress?

My plans for this Sunday...
~~- sleep in the morning~~
~~- wake up in the noon~~
- update and crossed out my to-do-list
- reminisce my days as I update my organizer
- turn my room into human living condition
- slack my noon with air-cons
- a jog in the evening?!
- some granny's hobby
- looking forward to next week weekend
- not forgetting a good night rest
- (+) edit blog
- (+) update blog
- (+) watch fashion tv
- (+) look up on a getaway trip
- (+) shop for gift at old navy
- (+) great buys from book a millions & gojane
- (+) catch up on numerous blogs
- (+) watch plenty music videos on youtube
- (+) reply some facebook tags
- (+) watch John 3:16 clips that my cg has been talking about
- (+) watch that funny clip that Olivia has been imitating about
- (+) google for inspiration to get my portfolio started
- (+) read up course info that I've got from LCF, Sweden

I did more than what I suppose to, as always, I'll side-track.

i need a digi cam badly

2009-10-25T03:56:00.006+08:00

It has been so long ago since I last sat comfortably in front of this mini netbook of mine to do some writings at late night. I am so caught up with work and each time I got home I would only wanna laze around the house till the clock strikes eleven. Again, I would be awake by the 5 alarms at my alarm clock and phone, once more it is work and this goes on.

Mundane is what I hate, even doing what I like. I need a rotate once in a while, else, I would feel extremely limited, just as how I did these few days. So what? Life goes on, that's reality! I want a getaway, a shopping spree, a relaxation spa. Break-outs upon break-outs, and my complexion is never as polished again. I would say students have the most enjoyable lifestyle though study took up majority of their brain cells, but still it's an awesome occupation!

My plans for this Sunday is to..
- sleep in the morning
- wake up in the noon
- update and crossed out my to-do-list
- reminisce my days as I update my organizer
- turn my room into human living condition
- slack my noon with air-cons
- a jog in the evening?!
- some granny's hobby
- looking forward to next week weekend
- not forgetting a good night rest

Rather challenged with updating my plans at blog, but best crossing them up like this: ~~done!~~ Motivated!

it's just the begining

2009-10-25T04:24:00.003+08:00

Alex Foo...

Happy 21st, what a nice cake you've got uh!

May you have a blessed year ahead. I prayed that your walk with God will get fresher as each birthday years knock at your door. Do welcome them with excitement as every year gonna be better. Meanwhile, keep on keeping on with your tough days at army. Tough times don't last but tough man does. They are just for temporary, for the greater things are yet to come and that's the result of a mound man with greater capacity.

I am always here, if you need me. Thank you for being part of my life, and you are greatly appreciated. I'm sure that's not the end for a 21st birthday, there are more to come and some from me too! I am awaiting for your next book out and see you real soon! I'll keep running too, you know what I mean uh?! =)

you belong with me

2009-09-20T16:31:00.000+08:00

this is top on the chart. and i just love how this MTV plot.

fancy free

2009-09-19T02:57:00.003+08:00

Sun's single out now!

2009-09-12T11:21:00.001+08:00

It's an interesting advertisement.
I just love Canon in D, the only song I want to learn on all instruments.

you got me head over heels

2009-09-08T12:04:00.006+08:00

I'm waiting for my noodles to be ready, thus slacking right in front of this screen.

Oh yea, this is the second week of my work! Admin job, 9-6 could have bored you, but not here. I'm doing perfectly fine and enjoying every bits. Really thank God for this blessing, I guess it's great!

People are really nice and fun, tasks are fairly assigned, work isn't that boring, location is almost near my house, pantry is so homey, my desk is my favorite hang out place during breaks, and most of all, pay is relatively good!

6" x 4"

2009-08-30T14:40:00.001+08:00

Blogger at my page is still so screwed! What's happening?!

There are so much to take down in the days of my life, but my camera is down. There are so much to be done, but time is limited. I guess I should make use of this time to get things done before my camera is back in action again. At least for now, I don't have to upload any more photos. So, upload remaining photos, sort out, comply, burn out, send out and record them here.

be beautiful

2009-02-21T01:59:00.007+08:00

Many people tend to judge a person by physical beauty, but inner beauty is far more attractive than looks alone. It's a kind of beauty that does not turn grey.

Remember, beauty lies in the eyes' of the beholder, what's beautiful to you, may not be beautiful to others.

I used to be very worried with how I look. I took beauty as physical appearance and often felt so inconfidence and low self-esteem. But slowly I come to realise that beauty is from within. Now, to me, beauty is being unique, being you, and also the work you do.

Tell yourself everyday that you are beautiful, and you are beautiful, it helps to build up your self-esteem and confidence. Don't let people's misjudgment ruin your happiness=D

PS: I want to be beautiful inside out

regrets are just self-destruction

2009-04-12T18:14:00.031+08:00

"I should have no regret in my life.
If I were to worry about what others are to say,
I wouldn't have lived my life the way like I did."

just as I am

2009-03-27T23:54:00.004+08:00

I might not be pretty, but thank God I'm not born disfigured.

by faith

2009-03-21T01:18:00.011+08:00

Stepping in the unknown, I headed by faith.
Hoping that I would walk into lesser trees and trip over no rocks.
Wait! Life is never a bed of roses, basic knowledge.
Though it is costly, but I persevere for the outcome.
It is worth that sacrifice of mine, for the greater thing has yet to come.

alive and kicking

2009-07-30T17:45:00.002+08:00

I was born on a Tuesday and since my birthday...
I've been living for 18 years
I've been living for 220 months
I've been living for 6,715 days
I've been living for 161,164 hours
I've been living for 9,669,883 minutes
I've been living for 580,193,026 seconds
My heart has beaten more than 676,891,810 times!

mangosteen

2009-06-16T23:57:00.001+08:00

one of my favorite fruit.

it probably describe me very much? unique. interesting. look hard on the outside, but rather soft when you press it, just like how you first get to know me. the sweetness in it could make you fall deep in love. its nutrients are just like my goodness that you have never know.

the first time i tried, it immediately took up the largest brain cell. it has been so long and yet so vivid. i'm still greatly in love, till today.

it's the season now=D

half-time

2009-06-15T23:39:00.004+08:00

I don't know what prayer I made last night, this morning I woke up feeling so different. A conviction at my heart. A change in thinking. An energy within.

As I headed to school, the Lord gave me a word that makes me reflects so much. Half-time! And I began to asked myself, how long more do I still want to be late, how long more do I just want to scrape through what has been assign to me, how long more, just how long more. It really put me in deep thoughts, and I almost missed my stop.

"Is this the max?", I questioned myself as I stood in front of the counter, waiting for my card to be scanned. I looked at the clock in my phone, just in time, again.

Praise and worship started. I praised joyfully. Worshiped with all of my heart, and His presence fell onto me. I asked God to take all of me, break my heart for what break His and I teared like never before in SOT.

Come rather prepared for sermon on the mount, was entirely alert. 2 chapters in the bible that takes 10 minutes to read, but a lifetime to understand. Pastor Bobby talked about brokenness and those words are like double edged sword that pierced through my heart. He ministered. God used him to speak to me.

"Do not give up!"

At times I don't know if I am relying on God. Rely, how? Am I doing it right? Perhaps, I guess I'm not, because I feel weary. I feel like I am coming to the end of myself, and I guess this is when we will learn to total surrender.

molding character for the tomorrow

2009-06-14T17:34:00.005+08:00

Things weren't right. They were tough. One after another. Trials? When it gonna end? The war seems fierce. Will I get wear out in no time? I am tired. I felt alone. Nobody cares.

"We go through trials, and we will never know how long it will be. But we got to continue to fight on. Endure! At the end, we will have genuine faith, and the only way is to go through the fire." ~ Pastor Kong (summarized by me)

we are made of water

2009-02-22T15:19:00.006+08:00

Drinking water on your to-do-list, seems hard uh?
But I've found a list of solutions, and I am gonna work on them.
I even set it as my desktop wallpaper, haha!

five stars for clinique

2009-02-18T23:47:00.014+08:00

I've tried the sample and rating is excellent, but I'm kinda on budget, for now. I'm working darn hard for my school fee. $139, an investment for greater skin!

The superb eye gel-cream.
sixty bucks!

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2009-03-17T21:28:00.004+08:00

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